multitalentedARTISTS

Dearest God, or Heavenly Father, you love me more than I can imagine, is that so? Well, you sure have bizarre ways of letting me know. According to your word, you create us exactly the way we are. And you knew and saw us even if our birthdates were distant and far. Apparently, you deliberately created me with autism, or at least you allowed me to be autistic. Even though you knew darn well of the hardships, challenges, and my resulting tendency to be pessimistic. Then when I was only 10 years old you decided it was time for me to start maturing and developing; it was your will that I was an early bloomer. Leading to the humiliation and mental chaos that come with developing fast; you sure do have a sick sense of humor. The challenges myself and my family had to endure due to the autism, and my beginning to develop adult features at just 10 years old…you stole my childhood for your divine delight. Just why should I love, worship and serve you, my supposedly benevolent Lord, when